Tuesday, June 23, 2009

the tempermental truth

I think I've blogged about this before.

YMMV.

I'm kind of sitting in a situation where I'm not sure someone likes me. And I'd love to be all awesome and say I don't give a crap... Okay, I'll be awesome and say that. It's fine, really, because I'm not sure I like that person.

But I'm watching myself. Just as an external observer. And I see myself as this:
1. Late to class.
2. Know it all in the back of the classroom.
3. Blessedly quiet know it all. Does her own thing.
4. Forgetful. The last one to turn something in, the last one to pick something up.

I don't see a reason why this person would like me. I'm irresponsible and a waste of space in the most negative of terms, and an irresponsible non-issue in the kindest. No wonder.

Do I see myself in those terms? Do others? Me- sometimes. Others, I don't know. Punctuality is not something I'm always good at.

...okay, must run.
but I want to talk about subtleties of truth and points of view.

3 other thoughts:

kara said...

i totally hate you. but that's how i love.

nic said...

You truly are a blessing.
;)

Becky said...

Who wouldn't like you??